there she goes

guys,me off to london hehe taking a short break jap before exam starts..

p/s:i wanna run to u.wud u me hold me in ur arms.and keep me safe from harm..

now,it's closing to end of term.life after this:

• no more classed to attend..dulu malas,pasni gonna miss my lectures walopon aku ni ada le beberapa kali ponteng..deh
• no more tutorials that're really torturing.sebab apa sebab pemalu sangat nak cakap.ada emas dalam mulut aku ni weh akakakka
• no more labs-tade dah lepak lab sangat kut hehe
• no more hectic life due to tons of assignments

my exam's starting 27/4-14/5.nanti aku upload jadual akakaka kasi beringat sket.yg pasti,gonna miss my short term being a student here..wat a 'life'!

my assignments due next week:

• 21/3 - reinforcement learning Assignment 2
• 24/3 - data mining and exploration major assignment
• 25/3 - xml major assignment

aminn.ciao.

And if we turn, Then we might learn, Learn to turn

ish..geramnya aku.aku ada order text book,tp never reach me.last time,i got my order on time, i was hepy and satisfaction guaranteed.

let me start as i'm taking u back to 2 months ago.my bad,sebab dah masuk kelas baru duk sebok2 carik buku texts.library memang jgn diharap sangat,buku semua org dah pinjam dan tanak pulang.yela,ko bole pinjam 3 bulan,siap bole renew lagi.why i wanted this book so bad?because i believe that from a book u can get everything.just read it,and then u'll turn into a knowledgeable person.sebab tu aku rasa,selagi aku tak baca sumer2 menda ni,i still have hope to score akakakakkakaa perasan!

ok,ok nak citer la ni.i would say that books here cost u dearly,very expensive especially wen u convert it back to rm.adeh,buku ai russel norvig(sesapa,this book is really an ai kitab,must have ok!) kat sini cost u approximately 40 pound.dehh..aku beli kat itm dulu rm60.lain la kalo kat mesia harganya rm200..zrett citer,last time aku beli 60 pound..adeh lagi!!

pstu waktu aku tgh browse buku online,aku mendapati(chewah) amazon doesnt really offer cheap,cheap price.infact buku kat us murah aku rasa,even after u add the postage.but u have u to deal with another obstacle if u want things cheaper kan,u've got to pay the price!masalah masa beb masa..esp wen u r desperate,cam aku nih.kalo uk-uk ko order ari ni,ko dpt esok.kalo us-uk ko order ari ni,ko dapat errr beberapa bulan kot,depends pada berapa cepat ko nak.lagi cepat,lagi mahal le..

cut it short.pas aku order,aku budget dalam 2 minggu aku leh dapat,which is i think i can tolerate.tp,pas 2 minggu tak sampai,pas 3 minggu tak sampai,pas sebulan tak sampai apa citer..aku pon emel le tanya..ada le gak 2-3 kali emel derang ni,mana buku aku??!finally this one i got yesterday:

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manning and schutze

wow!seksa 1 dah abis ari ni.straight to the point,it's about my presentation.i started well,quite well i think,tp towards the end,mm ada problem sket here and there.maybe sebab changes to the contents couple of times..

another seksa was when the question session.darn,sampai chris william kena turun nak terangkan some stuffs.guess that we didnt answered as he wanted it shud be.for me,this experience is very rare to get.aku rasa,untuk impress orang macam dr chris nih,tak senang.do u must be really damn good?at least la aku rasa,u must have certain parts to tackle and nail it in front of him..

what i've been tru past last 2 weeks wasnt really good.didn't get enuff sleep,ya.skip makan sebab tak balik-balik,ya gak.mmm tak workout (irrelevant!),ya.depressive mood,ya.morally down,ya..miss home,ya lagi.wat's wrong with me?

sumtimes,there're many things,wandering inside.aku jadi tak tekeja!dun be darling,chill!

this friday i'm going to present a paper,with my grupmets whom both are chinese.scary jugak sebab lama dah tak present in front.jap,i just had one project presentation last semester and it went quite ok.time tu,lagi la..in front of course lecturer,one english guy and 2 greeks guys..tp this time it wont be same,because it's more theoritical and challenging stuffs.as usual(i was always be de first one kut,jap..ke azan?it was so fun back then,the younger version of me,kenit,jin,azan ahaha) ok,i'll be the first one,the person who's gonna introduce the members and the presentation:

small bangsal?

another cold,gloomy day,
snow fell heavily since last nite,
it's rarely snow in edin city,
but we had fun,maklumla jakun..


these are 3 jakun girls

next week is my data mining presentation,
aiyo chris william..
best of luck to me,aminn

hari ni snow turun lagi.dari tingkap bilik aku ni,lebat..aku malas nak klua lagi,sebab sejuk oo kat luar tu.tapi memang cantik,putih je hehe this means that winter gonna end soon,as spring's approaching..tade sejuk sangat.sunny days,where haf u been?siang will be longer,malam plak pendek..bila lagi aku nak merasa ni sumer..mmm


snow's falling


sejukknnyaaa

hope snow's falling fo de whole day.aku nak main snow lagi..

biasela kawan-kawan aku ni,kalau tak spam tak sah.but,one of my 'unintentionally' emels today shocked me a bit.the title itself made me read first,kalau tak selalunya kena delete le hehe.i was so eager to look at the attachments as i scrolled down very fast.nah!macam apa ye?lelaki yang memakai selapis kulit tiruan gamaknya.

the Q which keep playing in my head,how?how?how?one of his quote that catched my attention--> "Mengandung adalah perasaan yang sangat indah. Ini adalah satu pengalaman yang harus dirasai oleh lelaki dan perempuan sebelum mereka mati."

Auw,aku tak terharu..


time

those who are interested,u can klik here

latest updates:

Gym activity
first i think dat i've gained some kgs.wondering where's de extras came from?my goal--> 1.trim my tummy hehe. 2.maintain current weight
moral kenapa la orang kurus cam aku ni tetiba jadi weight-concious?isshh

Workload
can't really say,need to keep up with everything..6 assigments by end of march..*sighing*

Social life
i dont really get along with my coursemates/classmates.tetiap hari pegi balik kelas.all i could say that my housemates,and some malaysians are my only frens.i think that i dont really seize the opportunity to mingle with everybody.so i have this new azam,to befriend with everybody hahaha apa la,kata nak brush up my english-speaking skills.let see what i can achieve in the next few months..miss him so much le =(

Money,money,money,mo
shud save some*full-stop*

Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharam 1426.Moga tahun baru ni bawa keberkatan, murah rezeki dan kerahmatan untuk semua.

Untuk aku,aku nak tambah resolutions baru,since aku pon tade pape azam awal tahun 2005 hari tu.Kenapa eh?ntah aa,aku cam telupa sebab selalunya tahun baru kan orang celebrate besar-besaran,tp due to tsunami disasters tu,all celebrations've been cancelled out.Yang penting,kita nak improve dan achieve sumthing,above all aku nak jadi sumbody yang lebih baik dari semalam.

My TOP 10 list:
1.Aku nak lebih concentrate dan rajin-rajinkan diri.Work harder!
2.Mesti dapatkan MSc dengan good result,hehe
3.Wanna luv myself more,so that I can luv people who luv me even more..
4.Jadi anak yang lebih baik
5.Layan awak dengan lebih baik,make his life happier n merrier..i'll be luving u to the fullest!
6.Nak jaga solat..
7.Nak merayau Europe..aku mau ke italy,spain juga mesti..
8.Speaks better english hehehehe
9.Better programmer
10. Err simpan duit?

Simpan duit untuk travel??suppose simpan duit untuk masa depan,mana le tau nak kawen ke kan hehehe ke simpan duit nak shopping?ish,pantang klua aku tgk barang je dan beli..apa laa

lately i huv a new habit of tracking back old malay songs,download and sing!!so much joy last time.kekadang bila ko rasa depress, or wen u feel blu,singing and laughing are good combinations..tak kira la even ada org kata sore aku tak bes..

i could be aisyah,misha omar,m nasir or even siti nurhaliza in one nite akakaka m.nasir's stuffs memang bes!!m nasir's kembara rocks!!(yela,waktu tu aku kecik lagi) indon's lagi le aku layan,hehehe.wat's the latest now?

tp kan,normally i's started feeling bored just after few days.guess i need to get rid of my collections first..oit,buat keje la!!

more than words.the buy of the month!


ku jatuh cinta hehe

it's been a very long time dat i didnt enjoyed a really good tennis match.this time around,no fav players for me.i couldnt see where is juan carlos ferrero,no myskina as well as she was stumbled earlier before even reaching quarter finals.justine henin hardenne,she's still battling fo her recovery i guess.i enjoy it simply becos of tennis-luvs.

how can i forget the passions and dreams as a little girl?hehehe i think i was so desperate of becoming a tennis player hahaa dahle pendek,kecik camne nak main?dats some of popular ques dat i received wenever i,proudly and ambitiously told others.admitted here,this height of mine becomes one of the deficits but this little girl has her own big dream u kno.i can play tho, but kinda lazy player as told hahaha *grins*

ait,back to wat is my mainly intention here.hail to marat safin,finally he fought his way back to become the aussie champion after 2 times losing in finals.my respect also goes to lleyton hewitt as he zealously chased for every balls and for not losing his spirit.err the truth is,i dont really like aussie players..

for more stories


on his way to be crowned

taken from yahoo sports,thank you very much

whenever i'm missing u,so much.. =(

it's skiing season!

for us,this opportunity is the first time ever in our-till-now life to go skiing.maybe lepas ni tade dah.yela,antara faktor-faktornya such as masa,duitnya(trip ni took me 41 pound),and its seasonal..kalau ikutkan plan asal,aku miss the trip,pasal aku tade sini.unfortunate for the first trip last 8th jan,snow tak cukup tebal untuk membolehkan aktiviti skiing.hehe sedih..then the organizer scheduled for yesterday's one.lucky me

ok,from the beginning it goes.kitorang bangun awal smalam,around 5 something.siap-siap.a nite before tu aku dah goreng beehun,hehe lagipon startving so dinner counted in.sepanjang friday n saturday tu,aku duk mengadap beehun je,even sampai umah semalam pon makan beehun yang reheat lagi.ok,kitorang sampai kat bus stop(which is depan umah),dalam 0635 pagi,we have to be there at appleton tower 0645.punya la awal,punyala semangat kitorang untuk bangun pegi main ski!
muka baru bgn tido hehe tunggu bas 0635

sepanjang dalam bas,nothing much to story.hari pon still gelap,aku tak lama after we passed the forth bridge went asleep.then,around 9 camtu,kitorang arived at Scottish Sports Ski as we supposed to pick up equipments.As my name isnt in the first list,I huv to wait until those-in-list got their stuffs.On the other hand,Fareeza and Zam wanted to change their boots, it's hurting,they say. Aku pon try saja je try kasut Fareeza and it seems fine with me.Lepas settle dengan kasut,aku amik slope and headed back to bus.Pastu aku sewa glove sekali - 2.50 pound.Then,at 10 kitorang heading to Glenshee.

me trying to fit into boots,adeh
these taken outside of the shop

20 minutes after that,we arrived at Glenshee Ski Centre.Immediately we were instructed to put on boots and carried on our ski equipments.What an exercise!Sakit jugak le lengan aku angkut menda alah ni,dah le panjang and u need to be careful or otherwise u'll struck into somebody's eyes or face,haha Once we gathered in front of the centre,we were divided into grups and one assigned instructor.Our instructor is Lindsay,she's so nice and funny.This one habit of hers,she barely remember names and all of sudden,she calls u with watever came across her.For an instance,Tinkerbell.Sweet eh,but she called this one guy Tinkerbell.Tak sesuai but it sounds funny.Wonder wat she would call me hehehe Tak ku sangka,aku punya bakat tersembunyi akakaka
glenshee

The ski lesson was fun.We ski,we fell.Sejuk tu memangle sejuk,tapi bole tahan.Rasanya Edin kekadang lagi sejuk.Because wat makes Edin colder is becoz of strong,cold winds from Upper side?hahaha merepek.I fell in love with skiing instanty.Jika punya masa dan opportunity, I wanna buy the pass and take the ride to upper hill.Pass is expensive,as being told by others.How does it feel to visit the other famous ski places in Europe.Ayah aku cakap,Scotland is merely femes for its ski activities,unlike in France,Italy,Switzerland,Norway kerana Banjaran Alps.one day,one day..

We had lunch for an hour,tapi biase la,kalau Melayu tu,Malay we are,so that our promise hahaha We had our beehun goreng,I bought baked potato with tuna(potato freak i am),and ribena and hot chocs.Poor Fareeza,dia tumpahkan air dia sendiri.Then came in budak-budak Heriot Wat,as well as Kak Ayu and Lulu.Dah kenyang,sambung lesson.Ha,this is the proper time to snap some with Lindsay..see below
me n lindsay

Just before we finish the lesson,Lindsay and Hardley wanted us to race in grups.Most of members in my grup fell,including me.Waktu aku,I was leading quite far before falling just a few inches from the line.Bila race dah abis,baru aku perasan,kitorang punya track ada batu dan tak sekata.Jadi bila turun tu,dia jadi laju dan susah untuk control which end up us falling.ye ke?this ain't an excuse hehehe

taking a break jap

i guess its time to get to the bus.hari dah makin gelap.lepas amik gamba,aku pon saja la nak skiing sket-sket lagi,yela bila lagi nak datang dan skiing lagi.aku tengok seronok je budak-budak ni main tepi lereng.aku pon nak join la.ops,aku terasa aku nak langgar batu,dan try nak elak but landed on another bigger one.adeh,sakitnya..aku rasa kalo tak ramai orang dan tanya-tanya aku sakit ke tak,mau mengalir air mata kut..terus aku ucap bubye kat skiing ari tu..sedih je ending.summore memang dah penat..
nak balik dah ni

then.we leave nearly to 5.sumer org senyap,agaknya masuk bas je terus tido.singgap balik kat shop memula tadi,return our equipments,n heading back to edin.sampai kat appleton pukul 7.singgah beli ayam dan balik umah naik bas.aku rasa tak laratnya nak menghayun kaki demi kaki balik umah.kalaula ada orang leh dukung,kan bes hehehe

p/s:awak,bes la.next time kita pegi eh
me:a yea day for me,really enjoy this trip.kudos!!
more pics at my fotopages