Happily I pronounce that the process of uploading wedding pictures is now taken place
*he he sukanya aku
walaweh,title tu aku rasa possible to catch up people's attention kut hehe hari-hari terakhir apa?macam-macam orang leh interpret.sebenanya banyak yang aku leh citerkan..
firstly aku rasa hari-hari terakhir as bachelor,atau orang melayu call it as anak dara.aku errr tak berapa gemar perkataan tu,tatau kenapa.ANAK DARA.ye,a single word that symbolize singlehood,or those who are not married yet,a.k.a legally commit to somebody.aku sememangnya dari budak-budak lagi tak berapa gemar bila dengar bila mak aku and sedara mara atau neighbors atau kawan-kawan mak aku bercerita sesama derang,ooo dah anak dara ye,bla bla bla..pastu dengan topik wajib,bila-bila lagi.aku memang malas nak menjawab dan cuba lari as jauh as possible.sekarang ni,especially sekarang ni,sewaktu aku tulis entry nih,rasa tak percaya yang the event tu ialah hujung minggu ni je.
then hari-hari terakhir secara mandatorynya aku duduk dengan parents aku.how do i feel?emangnya aku rasa eppy nak tinggal dengan future hubby nih,tapi kan.. rasa sedih sebab masanya dah sampai.lepas ni aku dah tak bawah responsibily of my dad dah.dia pulak amik alih.transition which is slowly fall on us.bole lagi ke agaknya aku nak mengada-ngada dan gatal-gatal manja kat mak aku.selama 25 tahun ni aku rasa tak penah cukup,almaklumlah aku ni stubborn dan ego sket jadi tak senang nak tunjuk perasaan sendiri =P
lagi hari-hari terkakhir untuk buat sesuka hati aku.untuk bangun lambat walopon hari-hari kena leter(kes tak keje),then malas-malas sesuka hati.walopon i'll be joining somebody soon to wake up late,or maybe very late hahaha(sebab dua-dua tak keje)tapi tadela suka hati sendiri.nak ikut kepala sendiri sangat camne?disebabkan selalunya my stubborn head lead to irrational decisions,normally memang menyusahkan jadi belaja-belajalah dengar cakap orang kan
sememangnya banyak boleh aku tulis pasal hari-hari terakhir ni.sesapa punya experience pon tau-taula kan..
aku pandai masak tau(perasan!!)
nampaknya memang lama sangat aku tak updet blog.buktinya aku sendiri dah tak tengok,baca,layan blog sendiri.bukannya apa,sebab rasa malas dan tak semangat nak becerita.at one time aku rasa memacam stuffs dalam kepala aku mintak klua dan nicely susun.so orang yang baca(kalau ada)akan seronok dan aku jugak bisa tersenyum jua hehehe
tho not so many things happened lately,something happened too..maksud aku a BIG thing,yang akan tukar hidup aku pasni,bisa tukar.bole refer kat hear u me korang akan paham.straight to the point,i'm getting married.getting married,satu phase yang satu masa dulu aku cakap cam senang je,well sebenanya tak kut.aku rasa tak senang,tapi bole jadi tak sesusah to some of us expect it to be.sekarang,aku maybe tak rasa sangat,in time aku akan jadi gelabah.satu masa dulu ada orang penah cakap,kawen is another level dalam relationship kita with somebody,yang menyatakan kasih sayang dan menyatu padukan cinta chewah aku tulis menda camni hihihihi
apa yang aku harap,untuk jadi isteri yang terbaik,untuk sayang,cinta dan jaga dia sebaik-baiknya,untuk berada dan jadi orang kuat tak kira masa susah senang,to always support him,untuk masak sedap-sedap biar aku jadi the best chef in our world,to accept him for plainly being him,dan aku doakan untuk kerahmatan,kesenangan,kasih sayangNya untuk kita semua.Amin...
a good start for me eh
note:italy won last nite thanks to hattrick by luca toni and in form winger mauro camoranesi
How to start blogging back?how to get into the mood??
Guess this would be ok if I put this lyric here,since I do that whenever I wanted to.it’s like a taktik, making ur post looks full of stuffs hahaha
I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anything the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to doIs think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situtaion-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be
Anything other that what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to doIs think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
Don’t misjudge me,I’m not a fan of ONE TREE HILL.dulu orang cakap one tree hill pon aku Tanya balik apa tu??Cuma aku rasa lagu ni,a rite song at the right moments *wink*
heylo,the odd feelings of writing came all of a sudden.aku tau,it's been a very long time i didn't write anything.balik-balik cover dengan lirik lagu,which is lame to certain people.u'r not being original for not putting ur own thoughts.it's just that the transition that i've been tru lately,makes me a boring person kut =(
how can i define the term of 'boring'.bila ko rasa monotonous as life passes u by,bila tade apa yang excite ko,camtu kut.rasa macam losing my ideas,cam my muse is vanishing.i really do enjoy other people's writings,and it's very encouraging.then,when i started typing 1,2,...3 words,aku mula rasa lost.i envy those who can write good stuffs in their unik ways,especially with the strong vocabs and languages both in malay and english.tapi apa paling penting i guess is the idea itself.kalau tade idea camne nak tulis,tade nak tulis,apa pon tade kan??
dari mana idea datang?for some people whom encountered many obstacles, ups and downs in life,there are many stories to tell which we can share among us.some come from reading lotsa stuffs.some are just so lucky that they born talented.linguistics pada aku,is not an easy stuff.aku ingat waktu sekolah my malay language subjects were bad,even now.senang cakap,aku tak pandai bahasa-bahasa ni,dat's why i tend to copy others hehehe aku ada problem dgn bab copy-mengcopy ni,which i'd prefer to keep it to myself.kalu tanya sekarang,siapakah penulis yang aku suka layan?hahaha dat's the problem of being adolescent,malas nak membaca even text books(tu pon dah tepaksa).the last story book that i enjoyed so much,angels and demons.kalau the last text book that myself baca,errr apakah?
apa masalah aku ni?emm this is the adult life that perhaps i'm not ready to encounter yet.it's like i'm waiting for some miraculous events that eventually take me somewhere.but dun be stupid la hasniza,nothing will ever happen unless u do something,bold to take the action that lead to the start of something.
some might find this really boring kut,aku tau aku tau.
if u wanna be somebody
if u wanna go somewhere
u better get up and pay attention
AL-FATIHAH untuk salah seorang kawan kenit,whom i met for the first and sadly final time last year during their futsal tournament.Allah lebih sayangkan dia..aminn
eiffel 
apakah perkara-perkara yang membuatkan orang bahagia?how do u define 'bahagia'?is it short term or long term of bliss?this a fren of mine(no longer a fren hehe) used to tell us stories in his usual way..'rasa bahagia tak lepas berak' what?kitorang gelak,sambil tu aku cakap kat dia,'ko ni memang merepek' bila jauh-jauh camni,whenever i had thoughts of my younger days,frens,him,i just realized how he's being truly him,he's just so dem right.now,it's my turn to pass the same story to my frens here until one day i got this,'apa kawan ko cakap pasal bahagia tu memang bahagia,aku akan ingat pasal ni sampai bebila' nah,this is only a crap intro hehe
me the latest.just finished exam last saturday.went to an interview to apply national insurance no today.am going to work temporary as housekeeping this summer.am going to short hols end of this week.missing mesia so much.
oh ya,semalam barula dapat tengok kingdom of heaven.overall,not bad.it's just that i think orlando bloom is quite kecik and kurus.but i heard that historically, 'balian' tu memang not that hunk,so i guess he's fit fo the character.edward norton as the king baldwin,a very cool man.aku suka tgk salahaddin(ikut org putih hehe),tegas,possess true leader characteristics.sylbilla(betul ke eja ni?),mekap mata dia cantek ahahaha perasan tak muka dia cam gillian andersen?alaaa,dana scully of x-files.watching the movie made me wanted back to dig out the history,i just like history.one of my favorite parts,the scene where they're praying just before the attacks to the city.
back to work bebeh.kewl btul ada study pasal chicken run algo nih =)
now,just wanted to sit here nicely and started writing again,
do my laundry,
cook tomyam and enjoy both eating and tv,
reading story books,
playing civilization and cm..
ish wishing that my ps2's here ++wink++
explore my t1,
looking forward to free fotography lessons and tips,
clean up bilik,yea first thing first
clear those unwanted papers,put aside unnecessary books and notes,
my oh my,finally the exam is over.how would i put it into words?hmm one of the toughest time in my life so far,even bigger than spm aku rasa.8 subjects and it feels like taking pmr again.jap mm pmr was even better hehe
takuutt =P
may the force be wiv me,amin
for us to ponder,
side
Well I believe there's someone watching over you
They're watching every single thing you say
And when you die they'll set you down and take you through
You'll realise one day that
The grass is always greener on the other side
The neighbours got a new car that you wanna drive
And when time is running out you wanna stay alive
We all live under the same sky
We all will live we all will die
There is no wrong
There is no right
The circle only has one side
We all try hard to live our lives in harmony
For fear of falling swiftly overboard
But life is both a major and a minor key
Just open up the chord
But the grass is always greener on the other side
The neighbours got a new car that you wanna drive
And when time is running out you wanna stay alive
We all live under the same sky
We all will live
We all will die
There is no wrong
There is no right
The circle only has one side
travis
got this from a fren of mine,kinda creepy eh, of this freaks coincidence hehe
baca dulu..
Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.
Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.
Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost a child while living in the White House.
Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head.
Now it gets really weird.
Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.
Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincol n, was born in1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in1908.
John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.
Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
Now hang on to your seat
Lincoln was shot at the theater named "Ford."
Kennedy was shot in a car called "Lincoln" made by "Ford."
Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.
And here's the "kicker":
A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland.
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe.
and Lincoln was shot in a theater and the assassin ran to a warehouse.
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and the assassin ran to a theater.
"the truth is out there"
sighh
i'm down
I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone
I wanna run to you
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you
But if I come to you
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away
Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
There's nobody there, no one cares for me
What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?
I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much...
*wink*
the final's coming:
27/04 - genetic algorithm genetic programming
28/04 - learning from data
29/04 - probabilistic modelling & reasoning
06/05 - applied database
09/05 - data intensive & linguistic
11/05 - reinforcement learning
13/05 - data mining and exploration
14/05 - visualization
err,tongue twisted..
me,best of luck.doa banyak-banyak,fingers crossed
aku, winduuuu!!
p/s: tensennya =(
siang tadi gi naik edin castle for free.more pics uploaded already hehe
sori la,london entry ni memang lama aku nak amik masa nak tulis.sbb meself occupy wit something else at de moment, kena la pandai2 curi masa sket.let me start with pagi kamis.pagi khamis kiterang sampai tu,rasa tak larat nak bangun pon ada.penat.tp sebab nak bejalan,bangun le jugak.siap-siap dan we're off to central.
first thing to do is to buy the travel card.kiterang beli kat kedai dekat dgn brunel u. ni,which owns by indian(kut?), and operates by indians too.fareeza belikan tiket untuk aku sekali as she got 20 pound wit her.dia pon kasi.then 2 indians yang jaga kedai ni,seemed reluctant to accept the money, just becos it's not english pound.wat's wrong with scottish pound.i've been informed that scottish pound pon accepted satu uk.kitorang cakap le,that's all money we got.we just arrived here last nite.dengan beratnya dia amik,pastu aku nampak cam dia highlitekan duit tu dengan colorless highlighter.chee,terhina lak aku rasa.terus mood potong,apa ah
after getting ourselves with the travel card,we headed to the bus stop nearby,waiting fo bus.bas pon datang,222.eeh,cam bas intrakota le,color je lain,color merah.lupa nak cakap,harga travel card ni,6 pound.dengarnya baru naik new yr ari tu,last time 5 pound.this card allows u to take trens,tubes,buses and covers all zones,1-6.kiterang naik bas sampai tren statation West Drayton.kiterang naik tren,to Paddington.leila dgn jija pemandu pelancong kite ari ni,so its Piccadily Circus next.kitorang naik tube,Piccadily Line..
piccadily circus junctions
sebaik je klua dari underground stesen tu,aku rasa kagum.sebab ramai orang,crowded dan aku terasa,camni rupanya metroolitan city.setiap menda aku wowkan,buildings,kenderaan yang banyak dan bersesak-sesak,orang yang ramai.tourist pon ramai,aku assume le sebab ramai orang amik gambar kat sini.kenapa nama dia circus?aku rasa kan,sebab architecture buildings dia yang macam membulat,macam circus kan in a round shape.hehe tatau le betul ke tak,tp dr observation aku sini,aku kagum tgk old buildings,nak 'bulatan' yang aku cakap tu hehehe oh ya,kat piccadily circus ni ada satu femes statue,EROS - a pagan god of luv,a bronze fountain topped by a figure of a winged archer.kenapa ye aku telupa nak amik gamba statue nih,aku pon satu la.kat sini ramai orang melepak.pastu kiterang masuk lillewhites,which according to jija n leila,a place where u can get sport stuffs at very good price.tp aku rasa sini lagi murah ahahahahha
then,we began to move to other place?where next?lepas discuss2 kiterang decide nak gi mana.mmm ok kite gi oxford street.so we took a bus to get to oxford.if u decide to enjoy london sightseeings,of course bus is the best option.aku start nampak dah boutiques..oh nak sampai kut.aku turun bas je,zapp in a flash,i saw meself and kenit wen we were in singapore.aku nampak jin, dan ayuz..kitorang merayau2 kat orchard road.becoz wat i saw in oxford street,it reminisced me back to those time..wen we were so excited about sin.masuk satu mall ke mall yang lain.those times dat i missed so much..mmmm
aku sebok nak gi niketown.nak tgk camne niketown yang diperkatakan orang ni.uih,besar bapak,its like a mall.jordan siap ada satu section kat first floor.aku takut-takut berani,sebok nak amik gamba.nak amik gamba kasut sebenanya,nak tunjuk kat awk.ish kalo kenit ada nih,mesti dia senyum,sengih lebar2 sampai telinga.hehe ada j13 sumer color,low cut punya,ada j20 yg ramai org duk tengok-tengok,ada j4..hehe pandai tak aku pasal kasut hehehe ada displayed jersey,memacam..mahal tu memang le mahal,standard ah nike.oh ya,aku dah tau how much is my new idaman kewl nike's sports bra hehehe mahal le
kitorang lapa,jam dah nak pukul 4.so,pemandu pelancong bawak kiterang gi malaysian hall,bayswater.ish seronok,leh makan mesian food,finally.aku duk bincang nak makan apa eh??weh char kuetiaw lama aku tak makan.last time,hari-hari aku dragged kenit gi kj makan char kue tiaw yg diperkenalkan ke aku.hehe pas order,aku dgn fareeza duk balik meja.aku pesan char kuetiaw dgn teh ais.ish slurrpp.all of a sudden,there's sumone there just in front of us and started popping up with these little investigations.pelik dan gelabah gak aku.
uncle(u): ni students ke?
us: aah
u: dr mana ni? (ish muka makin serius je)
us: edinburgh (takut-takut..)
u: datang sini buat apa? (makin menakutkan)
us: errrr,datang visit kawan,datang bejalan
*a little pause*
u: kalau kitorang nak kasi tgk siti,nak tak
us:NAK!NAK! (uih,begitu pantas menjawab akakakakka)
barula that uncle showed us his more frenly looked hehhe
cant believe it,aku dapat opportunity utk gi tgk konsrt tuh.tu la,sapa la letak mahal-mahal lagi.hehe kan bole dapat ke student sengkek cam kitorang nih.terima kasih yaa.rezeki,rezeki esok tgk siti weh.its gonna be 5 of us,jija,leila,azman,fareeza and me la.
pas bayswater,kiterang still lagi discussing the hot topic of de evening,konsert siti nurhaliza tu.to be frank,aku ni biase2 je,anti pon tidak,fanatik pon tidak.kalo kasi scale to 10,barometer kesukaan aku tu leh letak between 6-6.5 over 10.tp lagu dia byk aku layan (alamak,pecah rahsia dehh).
pas merayau seharian,kitorang pon balik ke uxbridge.penat,penat..to be continued
pis bebeh
as promised, this entry and the followings are gonna be our fun-trip to london. sungguh semangat wen it comes to travelling.i didn't sleep at all, as part my celebrations of submitting all assignments.apa mau pike pasal outputnya,deh.. chatted de whole nite, since going to leave dearst for the next few days. warying of wat food dat we might 'encounter' (is it appropriate?) during the journey, kiterang decided nak masak. dengan semangatnya aku masak spaghetti goreng express yang ku tapau.just before 0730 in the morning, smiling happily and sleepy-face, aku ngan fareeza gerak dari umah. first bus stop, st. andrew square bus station.
aku igtkan bawak traveller bag ni might be helpful sbb ko tak payah nak sorong-sorong, tp makin seksa adala.less than maybe 15 minutes, aku started feel the burden on my back. we got ourselves seat, and excitedly tunggu bas jalan.weh jalan ah =)
fareeza cakap kat aku,ko jangan nak tido.kite tido dalam bas gi london nanti. ish aku dahle dah start pening-pening lalat nih,tp tape,tahan tahan.aku rasa,by the time we reached glasgow area,kitorang telelap.all of a sudden,eh dah sampai glasgow.hari awal lagi,baru 0900++ ko lapa tak? aah,aku lapa ni.makan je la bekal
nih. maka, kitorang pon gerakle menuju ke satu coffee shop nih, kat lua sejuknya..toksah cakap.aku rasa dalam 6C kut.
couldn't wait any longer,dua orang monsters finished off de bekal
kat luar sejuk, and mostly kedai pon tak bukak lagi. kiterang pon melepak je dalam kedai tu. dengan cuak carik satu spot yang waiter/waitress dalam kedai tu takleh nampak kiterang. dengan plan beli hot choc untuk cover, aku pon membuka bekal tadi.siap ada fried chicken lagi.mau tak berselera. maka, without wasting our precious time, kiterang pon makan dengan tidak menoleh kiri dan kanan lagi.bes bes. ++kenyang deh++
it's nearly 11, we hurried up to the stance where the bus's waiting. ramai rupanya org nak ke london nih. tepat pukul 11,bas pon jalan.bas jalan,aku pon jalan ke alam mimpi dengan pantas sekali. zzzzzzzzzzzz
seingat aku la,bas ni stopped 3 kali.first stop aku turun,nak gi wash room.memang tade idea kat mana dah ni.aku tanya2 fareeza,agaknya kite kat mana? merayau-rayau gak igt nak beli mags, tp sayang duit lak rasanya.aku beli ribena je.
memang sepanjang bas jalan, kiterang tido.aku memang penat, since the last few weeks before nih aku tak cukup tido.atau tido tak betul.sebab i'll stay until 6 or 7 in the morning, aku bangun at 12 camtu.tido bila subuh dah masuk,bangun waktu zohor.this way i won't miss my subuh hehehe mata lebam toksah cakap.aku pon memang dah lebam. ++lebam++
we were getting near to london.oh wat an excitement. this's de first time i set my foot here. waktu datang sini, aku cuma sempat merasa lantai heathrow je. tapi kat luar tu jam, aku tatau kenapa.jam dah dekat pukul 7. oo rupanya ada accident.biase la perangai mesian,mesti ko nak tengok wat was happening out there?teruk ke acident dia?hehe wat i noticed was, we were the only 2 that tried to catch the glimpse of outside. orang lain? relax je. weh nak sampai dah.. ++gayat++
a fren of us waiting in victoria, and sending us straight to uxbridge.aku call jija,weh,aku dah sampai london.misha!!cepat la,kitorang tunggu ko je ni,sumer orang dah ada sini nak makan. jija was the tuan rumah,celebrating leila's belated beday party as well as our arrival,ni dia cakap le.aku dah le memang lapa.sengih2 je as imagining mesian food.
girls having fun
apa ye?penat memang penat.during the 13 hours journey which i counted in from edin as well, all i did was sitting on the bus.bontotku sakit,pinggah lenguh.belakang sakit.penat is de bes word described.tak saba lak aku rasa nak tido.esok bermula la pengembaraan merayau-rayau...
band of de nite "THE BEN"
okeh,this section is dedicated to "THE BEN" who played such incredible medley of their stuffs. meh sini aku kenalkan.
++lead vocalist++pose poyo sket,kasi nampak cam aku ni ganas padahal tak ahahaha
++lead guitar/backup vocal++muka aku ada macam mamat layan jiwang tak?
++rhythm++sesat dari mana tah??sapa ni weh
++bassist++this is de real kewl girl(perasan!).songwriter who doesnt know how to compose.perasan lagi
++drummer++ni pon sesat jugak
Petite build with big smile, big laugh, big heart (hope so). Bigger Dream(s). Technical person now a certified financial planner. Self-proclaimed nerd. That's her