Day 06 A taste of spring/autumn
I will always love you, and make sure that you'll be in safe keep babe hahaha
Day 07 Where I'd rather be
Apparently I've had the birthday dinner at the same place as last year, and probably in the coming years since the choice is mine.
Day 08 Hobby
Apart from dslr and instax camera which is the latest member to my photography clan, personally I think iPhone camera takes quite stunning photos :)
Day 09 Dark
It's actually the liquid electric repeller.
Day 10 My fave part of the day
Auwww seeing sufi smiles the very first thing in the morning wakes you up instantly. Stronger than coffee :)
aaq: maa, boleh saya nak change my name?
maa: (quite surprised) eh, kenapa nak tukar? awak kan suka nama tu?
aaq: saya nak tukar to something else. my classmates semua panggil aa-aa-qilah. (this must be her spelling with the double AA)
maa: oooooo.. maa and ayah gave u aaqilah sebab spellingnya unik. ada nama Aqilah, or Akilah but yours is unique one..
and she was in silence, probably digesting the reason that i gave her.
dearest aaqilah,
you might always be on top of the name list and kids might make fun of your name, but we wanted you to know that it's not an instant to come up with your name. we took time because we care, and we'll always love how AAQILAH spelt ;)
status: confinement period only comes once in 3-5 years so sit back and please relax
note: please excuse my ayat rojak dan grammar yang tunggang langgang, dah lama tak menulis maaa
alhamdulillah, it feels so surreal that i am now a mother to 3 beautiful daughters. kalau cerita pasal kuota, okla tu to us when it comes to the number. takde boy lagi so far, tapi anyway boy or girl aku terima dengan penuh syukur.
3 kids with 3 totally different journeys. i remembered telling o.h the other day about this, and he said to me, i think we have enough stories to tell. aaqilah dulu, seingat aku smooth dari awal sampai nearly 3rd trimester. aku takde alahan, in fact aku cakap kat mak aku, morning sickness tu macam mana? amboi berlagak kan. during check up, midwife perasan tummy aku dah tak berapa membesar. contohnya 30th weeks, reading yang sepatutnya 30cm, acceptable range between 2-3 cm. tapi aku dalam 24cm, dan midwife sent for further checkup kat hospital. adelah dalam beberapa minggu jugak ulang-alik gi hospital, sampai doktor satisfied dan came up with conclusion yang aku ni kecik, so it is expected yang baby pon kecik too. bila aaqilah lahir, barulah tau yang placentanya knotted jadi nutriens tak sampai kat baby. disebabkan aaqilah lahir below 2.5 kg, maka kena tahan kiterang kat hospital for couple of days. fyi aaqilah was 10 days earlier than her EDD.
natalia pulak zaman bermula muntah-muntah dan finally aku paham apa rasanya morning sickness tu. kebetulan aku tengah on hiatus (housewife), so cuti-cuti or mc takde problem. hidung sangat super sensitif dengan bau, dan aku menjadi sangat baran. sepanjang pregnancy alhamdulillah takde masalah, dan aku gained weights dengan jayanya. sebab tu natalia pon was nearly 3kg when she's born dengan 2 weeks before EDD. walaupun normal delivery, tapi pengalamannya memang lain. tak sakit lama dan agak tiba-tiba. midwife cakap, baby ni playful la sebabnya dia dah engaged dan seemed ready tapi tanak keluar lagi. after a day kiterang dah discharged. maklumlah normal dan baby pon sihat. natalia sangat 'baik', tak banyak meragam, in fact jarang menangis, jarang berjaga malam dan asyik tido je. we both were happy at first, tapi sekejap je. bila health visitor datang visit kat rumah, dia perasan yang baby kuning dan amek sample darah untuk check. tak sampai berapa jam, terus hospital call dan summoned us asap. rupanya jaundicenya sangat serius, in fact waktu nurse cucuk drip natalia bunyi sikit je. aku pon baru tau baby jaundice ni memang 'well-behave', very sleepy dan tired. natalia duduk bawah 4 lampu dan masuk air lagi.after a week, dapatlah kiterang balik rumah.
so apa cerita dengan baby sufi this time. buat pertama kali dalam hidup, baby was delivered via c-sect operation. oh ye, i was having a miscarriage in 2012. sufi was in breech presentation since 30th weeks tak silap aku la. orang cakap nanti dia akan pusing balik, so aku takdela risau sangat. risau sikit bila mengenangkan operate tu tapi aku positif-positifkan diri yang baby akan turn. setiap kali check up, kepala baby sentiasa kat atas. during the final scan kat ppum, it's confirmed that i've to go tru operation. disebabkan amniotic fluid sikit, doktor cakap tak berbaloi pun nak buat ecv. so kiterang set date on 15.1 hari rabu. o.h kata okla by, at least awak dah ready dan tak payah go tru sakit nak bersalin sume tu. aku ni bukannya apa, c-sect ni seriau bunyinya. recovery period pun tak sesenang bersalin normal.
pagi 14.1 sewaktu aku nak mandi sambil pikir-pikir nak breakfast kat mana, aku noticed the same sign macam aaqilah. alamak, aku berderau. cepat-cepat aku call ppum dan tanya apa patut buat. bila derang cakap datang hospital dulu untuk assessment, aku call o.h yang waktu tu away. within the next 2 hours, baby sitter yang diimport dari semenyih pon sampai, aku pun on the way to ppum. bila assess, aku pon dah dilated 2 cm, early contraction bermula maka kenalah emergency operate.
so that's the beginning of her story, sufi asfi kaleela :)
Stumbled upon this while looking back at old photos. Still the similar fashion she had since i could remember, straight, bit messy.
if i could ask her now, she just smiles and vaguely nearly to none remember anything about this.
i guess her living experience during those time wasn't yet registered in her long-term memory storage. but we do =)
if i could ask her now, she just smiles and vaguely nearly to none remember anything about this.
i guess her living experience during those time wasn't yet registered in her long-term memory storage. but we do =)
Hummingbird's chocolate cake, originally uploaded by hasniza.
HAPPY BELATED!!
happy birthday russel (crowe)
tanti auguri marco ( delvecchio)
happy birthday to you people
very thoughtful and selfless :)
p/s: many many many many many many many thanksssss
kata nak raya kan, terasa la nak bergaya dengan purse baru hehehe..
takdela, aku jumpa blog ni via women's weekly. first impression, cantiknya. jadi kemudian aku pon sedang browsing produk kat minah ni punya blog. memang comel-comel. ada satu design with parisian corak, sangat comel tapi dah sold out. lepas kira-kira aku rasa boleh la beli, first time ni nak pakai purse panjang.
cute, kemas, sleek, yang paling saya suka ialah flatness.
Artchala Handmade
yang ni pon aku suka, terasa nak mengorder passport holder, comel =) Syasya Creative Handmade Bags
packaging itself impresses you a lot
ada orang cakap aaqilah dah macam anak dara. ada orang pulak cakap aaqilah sebijik muka maknya, bukan maknyah ye hahaha. tapi kalau sesapa rindu kat budak 2 orang ni, tadaaa.. kadang-kadang tu bolehlah main secara aman, aaqilah one page, natalia another one menempek. natalia bukan boleh tengok aaqilah drawing, dia mesti nak join sama.
originally uploaded by hasniza
oh, i am addicted to this song.
just remember, friendship is a boat that will never sink
Dua orang helpers yang sangat aktif dan produktif. Terima kasih banyak-banyak laa sayangs oii
weekend yang berlalu dengan pantas
as mentioned in the previous entry, we went back to kuala terengganu. memang cuti yang sangat singkat, sambil temankan ayah aku yang drive kereta sorang-sorang. mak and aja naik flight, yelah manalah larat sangat mak aku nak duduk dalam kereta 7-8 jam tu. lenguh oo.. gerak lepas isyak, sampai around half past three in the morning. dalam kereta, tidur je la aktivitinya, kecuali o.h dan ayah aku yang aku dengar borak manjang.
dalam masa tiga tahun tak jejak kaki ni, aku tengok ada yang berubah, ada yang tetap sama. yang pasti, muka-muka yang aku familiar since budak-budak, seiring dengan masa yang berlalu, nampak aging. ada yang cam aku, ada yang bertanyakan sapa.
mostly dalam list aku dapat berjaya dilaksanakan. ada jugak yang tak sempat, seperti mencari air buah besar yang dari dulu aku dengar cerita tapi tak jumpa-jumpa. macam urban legend plak. lagi satu tempat ikan/sotong celup tepung yang popular kat area airport, adik beradik urban legend tadi.
gambar-gambar aaqilah dan natalia yang sakan main pasir, pantai batu buruk, kuala terengganu. btw, makan-makan sini mahal la aku rasa =( yela tourist attractions..
look at her, natalia mengurangkan kegatalan gusi dengan bergaya sekali. natalia bilakah gigi nak keluar ni, walaupun sudah 9 months and a half. aaqilah pulak tengah layan limau ais, walaupun initially mintak milo ais. especially now, janganlah buat-buat tak kenal pulak kalau stumble upon kiterang kat area bandar tasik permaisuri nun..
aksi unggul bergaya lagi dari natalia. bila taknak tido, macam-macamlah kerja dia, sungguh aktif sekali
nenek, aaqilah dan natalia sentiasa doakan nenek cepat sembuh dan lekas-lekas sihat. maa nak belanja nenek makan prawn mi at little penang ni ;) aminn..
p/s: d80, u're dearly missed =(
aksi unggul bergaya lagi dari natalia. bila taknak tido, macam-macamlah kerja dia, sungguh aktif sekali
nenek, aaqilah dan natalia sentiasa doakan nenek cepat sembuh dan lekas-lekas sihat. maa nak belanja nenek makan prawn mi at little penang ni ;) aminn..
p/s: d80, u're dearly missed =(
currently di paras bmi normal dan underweight, tapi masih bercita-cita untuk menurunkan berat badan sikit je lagi. kononnya nak mencapai berat padan pre-pregnancy tapi aku rasa nanti aku jadi makin kecik dan nampak macam tua pulak. to be honest, aku quite happy dengan berat sekarang. nice-nice je rasanya ;) hey, dah boleh muat jeans lama tu kira achievement le kan, nak pergi berapa kecik lagi..
saya suka makan,
saya suka makan nasi,
saya suka makan sup,
saya takleh skip nasi kalau tak nanti sakit perut,
di petang hari saya dan mii jangan lupa work out!!
