there she goes

The next time if you gonna have a package as gigantic as this one, make sure that you have a cutter in hand. Nasib baik jumpa cutter harga 60 hinggit kat kedai, first we're told that it's around 200 hinggit. rasa nak cuba-cuba call je indons yang merampok umah aku itu hari. cutter dia panjang dan besar weh

I guess I will not stop myself from blogging at the moment, not now.. Let me enjoy this 360 degree ride on it until the day it says it' enough.

It's not entirely because of the nearly last 6 years of hardwork (chee), but more on the self satisfaction and self therapy. You can feel good about yourself from 5 minutes blogging instantly. Of course 2 hours body spa or 1 hour facial is very indulging.

Today, this is what coming. Tomorrow, hope it still stays the same.. =)

dah banyak kali sangat aku delay, sebenanya nak ajak korang menjamu mata hehehe nak menjamu selera pon bole jugak.

opportuniti ke perlis (cousin's wedding), jadi kiterang mengambil kesempatan singgah kat penang sat. on the way balik ada pit stop makan kat juru, warung pak su mee ketam. being told by lotsa people that this is a must, yeah this eatery is very strongly recommended. price wise, aku rasa not bad. ada 5 adult, dan 1 kid.3 nasi goreng ketam, 1 mee ketam, 1 kuetiaw ketam. tambah lagi 3 keping ikan pari bakar, takut laa man-man je kan. tapi tekejut melihatkan himpunan ketam yang maha dasyat.limpahan dan pesta!!

A mental block is either a repression of painful thoughts, or an inability to continue a train of thought, like in the case of writer's block. A similar phenomenon occurs when one cannot solve a problem in mathematics which one would normally consider simple. In the case of writer's block, many find it helpful to take a break and revisit their topic after taking time away from it.
It is often used to describe a temporary inability to recall a name or other information.

Wikipedia

kasut favorite dimakan anjing, a failed interview, rumah kena rompak di pagi hening selasa..

masih jelas (macam lagu la plak), up until  now memang terbayang-bayang lagi the moment aku bangun dan o.h bersama 2 strangers followed by "diam, diam, duit, barang kemas" plus 2 parang panjang..

6 orang di dalam rumah ni, will always be haunted untuk kesekian masa  yang aku sendiri tatau berapa lama, dengan situasi yang berbeza-beza..

o.h sebagai tebusan dan umpan utama dan juga orang yang pertama they discovered tidur atas sofa kat depan tv, akan sentiasa gerun bila orang kejutkan dia tidur dengar cara cuit atau pegang area tangan dia. dia akan sentiasa terbayangkan 2 parang di depan hidung dan  mata dia..

mak aku dan ikin, akan sentiasa nervous dan  berderau bila nak buka pintu bilik tidur. bila kau tengah mamai-mamai dan sebaik saja pintu dibuka, family member yang jadi umpan tadi ditolak masuk dan terus kau terus kena ikat.

ayah aku bila bangun dari katil, untuk respond apa yang terjadi..

aja dan aku, o.h yang kejutkan tapi perasaan pelik dan panik bila perasankan strangers dan 2 parang panjang.

perompak left with money, barang kemas, kesemua handphone yang dijumpai, 10 jam tangan. jam kawen kiterang, gone. jam hadiah  birthday o.h. gone.. mencik..

despite everything, kiterang sangat bersyukur budak-budak tak meragam dan  tade sesapa diapa-apakan. apa yang kiterang sangat risaukan ialah budak-budak ni la.. nauzubillah..

dealing with post traumatic experience is not as easy as we thought apparently. kesannya mak aku malam tu sampai ke hospital. dia kata she's was experiencing pening-pening nak pitam, mulut cam nak kebas sebelah, lidah macam kebas, jari dan tangan macam kebas.. doktor kata akibat gastrik..

yang turut berubah, persepsi dan perspektif aku towards macam-macam..